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Name: L-dub
Gender: Female
Interests: Jesus Christ.
Music.
Dancing.
Shoes.
Roxy sweatshirts.
Anything BLACK&White.
Pink.
Bowling.
Biking.
Hiking.
GYM.
Outdoors.
Stars.
Laughing.
Smiling.
Maps.
Sunny days.
Beach bums.
CPK.
Sushi.
Pho.
Cliff Bars & Rockstars(Hyphy Juice).
Target.
Ross.
Snowboarding.
Boogieboarding.
Football.
Rubik's Cube.
Jiggsaw puzzles.
Band Shirts.
Anything with a hoodie.
Black Toyota Tacoma X-Runners.
Cheap stuff with good quality.
Adventures.
Adrenaline Rush.
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  shortnsimple1222
Member Since:
2/17/2005
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| Dang it, I went for the trick bait again! LOL! Man, I suck. I hecka messed up again God! Sorry, I failed you once more again. I'm gonna learn to say no to bros for a change from now on. I caught myself trying to make things happen again and I also knew my results before moving on. I knew it at heart that I would somehow mess up another friendship, yet I still went for it. I saw the knife, yet I still dug straight into it with my own heart. Wow, I'm soooooooo lame. Thank God I got to verbally talk to one of my good guy friends about it and he helped me really see it coming. So I can't blame no one else, but me. I said I would protect my heart because it's not even mine. I said I would protect this heart for God, but I didn't. So I'm finally making an official promise this time!
A promise to God: Wait in the next whole year.
- Remember that it is not my job to do the picking. Only God picks!
- To focus only upon God and to be free from the past fears/hurt/pain that still linger in my heart.
- Removal of my daddy issues...
- No thinking about potential significant others (I hate that I do this totally unconsciously whenever I meet anybody).
- No analyzing for specifically negative qualities in guys (I get crazy outta hand with this).
Why should I even give a... when God already know's exactly what I NEED in a man!!!! I'm hecka lame at my own game... (Handing it over to God!)
- No searching for perfection because no guy is Jesus. We are all imperfect human beings.
- Stop caring and comparing myself with other girls all the time.
- Stop caring so much about what people think, say or do.
- Stop my ALL my cognitive distortions, I over think waaaaaaaaay toooo much cuz I'm all internal...
- Focus on my strengths, and stop inflating ALL my weaknesses.
- Recognize the glamorous beauty God made in me!!! I WANNA GLOW!!! HAHAHA!
Wow, that's a lot of stuff! Pls, pls, pleeeease keep me in your prayers! This will definitely be a challenge for the entire year starting now!!!!!!! Cuz I'm hecka weak sauce... :/ lol!
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| their unstoppable... LOL!
Korean is my azn exception now.
slowly opening up my horizon. | | |
| Sometimes I wanna escape this life. What would it be like to start my life all over again? In a place where no one knows who you are? A place to start fresh. A place to build better bridges, rather than just burning them all. May you provide ALL for the internship where you want me to be! Amen.
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| so full of themselves.
or arrogant.
humility is the key!
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| so I don't forget. Lol!
I like people that can talk for hours, but be able to communicate in a manner where both sides find contentment in just conversating.
Lately, I've been talking with my guy friends about conflicts and issues about fellowship. If it burns my heart enough, then I will openly share my opinions. These amazing conversations has led me to make some more observations that could help me pinpoint what I look for in a guy. Some talk peacefully, some sit in silence, others get agitated and just bounce.
Arguments. (Childish and being aggressive won't get you anywhere or anything)
Silence. (Boredom, awkward, I'd rather listen to crickets)
Avoidance. (Can't handle conflicts in life period)
I enjoy peaceful talks with different points of views on things. Opens my perspectives!
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